Today I went to the mechanic to put winter tires. He said the price was X 'and 200' for me. So basically he was cheating/trying to cheat as he was not the owner of the place. I knew I could not let it pass because the older man owner of the company who was also doing work at the same time, he was getting cheated. So when I went to pay I payed the full amount to the owner instead of this worker that asked for money for himself.
This situation reminded me of when I was working as a waiter and the tips had to be shared equally among all the waiters and the cooks. I cheated many times and it is not cool because the agreement was they were going to be shared the tips.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep tips to myself when they had to be shared.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to steal money from the tip jar.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spite my coworkers by stealing money from the tip jar and by keeping tips for myself only
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider my coworkers in stealing tips.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to honor the agreement that tips have to be shared.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to despite knowing what is best, act in self interest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spite my coworkers and the chefs by stealing and not sharing tips.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to steal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that stealing when I didn't have the need is dishonest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am 'bad' because I stole tips
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that money gotten in ill ways is not satisfactory at the end of the day
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to allow others to be dishonest with money because I have been dishonest with money in the past
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard the hard work my colleagues did by stealing tips.
I commit myself to be honest and not accept dishonesty in myself or others
I commit myself to not steal
I commit myself to be fair
I commit myself to do as agreed in relation to money
I commit myself to have integrity in everything I do and in relation to money
Whenever I see that I am wanting to steal money, I stop and I breathe
I realise it is not cool to be spiteful and disohesnt
Thus I commit myself to have integrity with money
