Alles Goed :)

I’ve passed. Now I have a lot of work to do :D More SF more Self Directive, and study.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear not doing maths and chemical this summer and then repeating the next course becouse of it

I forgive myself that I haven’t acceptad or allowed myself to trust myself when studying for exams

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not recognise in myself the hability to approve all the subjects

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear my mother reading this lines, because she do

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I am a bad student

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to being calm nomatterwhat

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myelf to accept my voice and my way of talk

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to speak at normal speed

I forgive myself that I acceped and allowed myself to fear the other reactions of judgements to the words I say, so I say it faster

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to trust the words I say

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge my writed english as bad

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myelf to fear not understanding words in english from the video interviews

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I will not have enough time to do the 2 subjects and also do the research project for the school

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to trust myself in knowing that I can do all I have to do this summer

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear not be in control of myself, when I am always: otherway there is no movement.(in fact systems can control if you allow)

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to allow systems to direct myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not direct myself when I am at the computer

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to manage the computer time properly

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not take care of my body not doing sport for days, even weeks.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not apply SF when needed

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed or accepted myself to breath properly 4-4-4 time.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to cheat at work

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to say false things

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to become nervous when I have to self direct myself in front of other people

I forgive myself that I acceped and allowed myself to speak bullshit when around beings

I forgive myself that I accepted and allwed myself to let other direct myself instead of me directing me

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to let other people influence my decisions

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to care about the “what am I supposed to do” at some situations

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to consider more important the plans of other especific beings instead of my self directive

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire a one-night girl when going out

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to want to go out to look for girls

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I need this physical contact with a girl

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, again, search images when I arouse to arouse more to be able to mastrubate

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself and re-direct myself in that cases

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear studying maths because I have linked it to something worse

I forgive myself that I accepteda and allowed myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge maths as something worse.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to realise that I am maths

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to realise that I am chemical

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear the other reactions if I don’t behave as usually.

sf on school and exams

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to thinck that I am stucked and that it is very difficult to change it because is too late.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear repeating course

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that time can be wasted. Time is endless but I can be in a loop also endless time

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to be in a time loop with school

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to Judie myself for the fact that I can repeat course

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself when thinking that the exam I have is too much and that it can’t be done

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to try to be funny in order to be accepted & considered by Leila and others like my brother or mates.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to define my situation as pathetic

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear failing the Friday’s exam

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear doing again the same course

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a mind picture of my future and to be worried and angry with it.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to stress myself when participating in the mind in the thoughts of me sitting in front of the exam and don’t knowing what to write

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear my future

I frog-give myself when I don’t study

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not support myself studying for my exam

I frogive myself when I sleep more than 8 hours

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that if I don't sleep 8 hours or so I'll be tired

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to pass the exam

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to do the next course

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear change

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to being independent

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire going to south africa

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire that my teacher decide to aprove my katalan subject and in doing so passing course

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge the information I have to learn

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear not remembering information I red

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear studiyng things that will not appear in the exam or not studiyng the things that will do

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to abandon myself in the hands of the teachers to aprove instead of doing it

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think about go away from studying when I am at one step to pass the course

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to consider the option of not studying to then having the opportunity of do the victim role for a year.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to stand up for myself!

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to be one with my bio exam

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to participate in the feelings and emotions because it is a win or lose exam

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to belive that this exam is more important than breath

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to belive that I have to experience nervousness and feelings and body pain in the stomach because I have a pass or not pass exam

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear being without a title

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear not having the option to access the university

I am thinking about going somewhere else to study if I don't pass

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind triyng to guess what I would do if....

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind in playing like a video of the future, when I know its fake

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel like an emo becouse I have a "difficult exam" and I say "oh poor ruben"

I frogive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge emotional people as emos

I frogive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to define beings as emos

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to define myself as "emo"

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to say shit

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to re-enter in wanting to be recognised by saying "what I have defined as" funny stuff.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge my expression as funny, not funny or other catalogation

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to choose types of expresion depending on the people I am talking to, the situation and the desire of the comunication.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire having a building

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire and want earning money

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to picture my future, to picture my summer with different pics like "working there" "doing that" and then feeling, reacting at these pictures.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to push me to study at late hours

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to consider late hours as bad, when studying

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I need to sleep more than 4 hours, to think that sleeping four hours is not sufficient for me, when it is the mind wanting to regenerate

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to let the mind regenerate every time by sleeping more than 6 hours.

Ok, I am going to eat


Bye