Alles Goed :)

I’ve passed. Now I have a lot of work to do :D More SF more Self Directive, and study.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear not doing maths and chemical this summer and then repeating the next course becouse of it

I forgive myself that I haven’t acceptad or allowed myself to trust myself when studying for exams

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not recognise in myself the hability to approve all the subjects

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear my mother reading this lines, because she do

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I am a bad student

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to being calm nomatterwhat

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myelf to accept my voice and my way of talk

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to speak at normal speed

I forgive myself that I acceped and allowed myself to fear the other reactions of judgements to the words I say, so I say it faster

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to trust the words I say

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge my writed english as bad

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myelf to fear not understanding words in english from the video interviews

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I will not have enough time to do the 2 subjects and also do the research project for the school

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to trust myself in knowing that I can do all I have to do this summer

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear not be in control of myself, when I am always: otherway there is no movement.(in fact systems can control if you allow)

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to allow systems to direct myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not direct myself when I am at the computer

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to manage the computer time properly

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not take care of my body not doing sport for days, even weeks.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not apply SF when needed

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed or accepted myself to breath properly 4-4-4 time.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to cheat at work

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to say false things

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to become nervous when I have to self direct myself in front of other people

I forgive myself that I acceped and allowed myself to speak bullshit when around beings

I forgive myself that I accepted and allwed myself to let other direct myself instead of me directing me

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to let other people influence my decisions

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to care about the “what am I supposed to do” at some situations

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to consider more important the plans of other especific beings instead of my self directive

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire a one-night girl when going out

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to want to go out to look for girls

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that I need this physical contact with a girl

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, again, search images when I arouse to arouse more to be able to mastrubate

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself and re-direct myself in that cases

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear studying maths because I have linked it to something worse

I forgive myself that I accepteda and allowed myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge maths as something worse.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to realise that I am maths

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted or allowed myself to realise that I am chemical

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear the other reactions if I don’t behave as usually.