Day 54: Single

Single

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have sex

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  desire to have a girlfriend

I forgive myself that I have accepte and allowed myself to not see realize or understand that it is fine if at the moment I don't have a relationship

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the importance of time and process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in regret in terms of having wasted time

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that is when I walk that I see where I should go next

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to simply start doing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as more experienced for knowing about this topic of equality, while the person is still interested in other topics.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as both with food and with flaws

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I lose my job, without other income, I am having to change jobs or go unemployed.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have  intrinsic value, and don't need someone external  to value myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear consequence for not moving myself effectively

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being skinned alive as an animal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having to move myself to change this existence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can effect world change more that I can conceive.