Day 52: Self Forgiveness on Spitefulness

I listened to the recordings by Bernard Poolman 'Why We Are Here on Earth' and here is my self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become spiteful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from Life by being spiteful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot be Equal, so in my inferiority I spited everyone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as equal to everyone else

I forgive myeself that I have accpted and allowed myself to live to experience energy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in  my spitefulness believe that I can get power over others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I cannot possibly control others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be a ruler of this reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot become the ruler of this reality so then I simply spite everyone else because I didn't get what I wanted

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am equal to all others so there is no more or less and that is enough, Equality is enough

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can be contented and satisfied being one and equal to everyone else, united as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I forgive myself for my spitefulness I will simply continue

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am One and Equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I have to forgive myself to give myself the key to Equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in separation from myself, from who I really am as Life

I commit myself to forgive myself until it is done

I commit myself to remind myself to forgive myself

I commit myself to remind myself to breathe