Saturday, May 29, 2010

This is not working

Saturday afternoon, I am disctacting myself and not doing the school work. 17:25 right now.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not move myself to get school work done.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself in doing the school work
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to distract myself instead of doing school work
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want it to be too late so I don't have to do school work
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe and try to deceive me in thinking that if I don't face myself I can somehow avoid it, it is impossible

I face myself with school

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want to remain in the confort zone instead of going through what I resist

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to resist doing school work

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself in doing school work

I can do school work

I am here

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